aspiring sentient alchemist’s blog Vox 2008-07-07T15:40:51Z aspiring sentient alchemist http://love-intelligence.vox.com/?_c=feed-atom tag:vox.com,2006:6p00cdf7e512ed094f/ Waking to anxiety... tag:vox.com,2008-06-16:asset-6a00cdf7e512ed094f00fa967f826b0003 2008-06-16T15:20:58Z 2008-07-07T15:40:51Z aspiring sentient alchemist http://love-intelligence.vox.com/?_c=feed-atom that dream, that horrid dream was it my mind puking remnants of waking thoughts? was it prophetic? really the only reason i have an issue with it is because i'm scared to death to experience those emotions again, or to have the same experiences a...

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]]> people like to say nice things about people who are dead tag:vox.com,2008-05-26:asset-6a00cdf7e512ed094f00fad68a7ba30005 2008-05-26T07:17:20Z 2008-05-26T07:39:35Z aspiring sentient alchemist http://love-intelligence.vox.com/?_c=feed-atom

Alone nick a. taylor

it's kind of sad i want to say she was tragic but that wouldn't be accurate for my feelings i didn't know her all that well and really i wasn't so sad to hear about it when i was told yet now, several hours later, here i am with memories rando...

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]]> Life says, "Pay attention dammit!" tag:vox.com,2008-03-10:asset-6a00cdf7e512ed094f00f48ce308b00003 2008-03-10T17:32:26Z 2008-03-11T04:08:53Z aspiring sentient alchemist http://love-intelligence.vox.com/?_c=feed-atom Why do so many blogs start off with "How did I get back here again?"...or something of the like? Of course it's obvious to me that I need to pay attention. Life is basically smacking me on the back of the head because I was nodding off in "class"...

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]]> Fleeting Authenticity tag:vox.com,2008-02-28:asset-6a00cdf7e512ed094f00f48cfe14d30001 2008-02-28T03:51:17Z 2008-02-28T03:58:34Z aspiring sentient alchemist http://love-intelligence.vox.com/?_c=feed-atom It was so clear, I was there, I had it, It had me Lessons I learned at an age dubbed "too young" by myself No one is coming to save you. Harsh realities Denying them, running from them, this can’t be true They keep feeding me stories of happy en...

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]]> I need more than emotional monogamy tag:vox.com,2008-02-26:asset-6a00cdf7e512ed094f00e398e094560005 2008-02-26T21:19:36Z 2008-02-27T05:24:59Z aspiring sentient alchemist http://love-intelligence.vox.com/?_c=feed-atom What is it about polyamory that I have such issues with? I don’t have a problem with other people living that way, so long as they don’t impose it on me, try to influence my relationship, or have influence over my partner. I mean shit, I have frie...

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]]> Personal Mythos tag:vox.com,2008-02-25:asset-6a00cdf7e512ed094f00f48cfd49fb0001 2008-02-25T17:10:22Z 2008-02-25T17:10:22Z aspiring sentient alchemist http://love-intelligence.vox.com/?_c=feed-atom Interesting concept: our stories are our way of explaining our existence, and to define what cannot be defined. (referring to personal stories we create about our lives, and our personas, and false selves.) Thinking about this I realize this is s...

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]]> Piece of the Sexuality Puzzle... tag:vox.com,2007-10-04:asset-6a00cdf7e512ed094f00e398af7f810003 2007-10-04T22:53:41Z 2007-10-04T22:58:46Z aspiring sentient alchemist http://love-intelligence.vox.com/?_c=feed-atom

Surrender II

exploration with being vulnerable and completely authentic have lead me to some new realizations ...well, i knew of them in myself, however i didn't allow them to surface until now. one big one, i'm more comfortable with women sexually than male...

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]]> subtle experiences to remember tag:vox.com,2007-05-25:asset-6a00cdf7e512ed094f00d09e6f1da8be2b 2007-05-25T19:11:46Z 2007-05-25T19:11:46Z aspiring sentient alchemist http://love-intelligence.vox.com/?_c=feed-atom i was reading an article before i went to sleep last night. it was centered around this quote: "This day will not come again. This day will never come again. These beautiful flowers, this gentle breeze, this sunset, this particular alchemy of na...

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]]> this. absolution. tag:vox.com,2007-05-13:asset-6a00cdf7e512ed094f00d4143510206a47 2007-05-13T00:53:43Z 2007-05-13T00:55:10Z aspiring sentient alchemist http://love-intelligence.vox.com/?_c=feed-atom

Surrender II

absolutely fitting for the name I chose. this absolution. ...exactly. now I feel I can truly be free. too much time wasted on lies, secrets, guilt, and paranoya. NO ONE HOLDS ANYTHING OVER ME ANYMORE! I...I alone set myself free. for a moment...

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]]> *experience* it...you... tag:vox.com,2006-12-28:asset-6a00cdf7e512ed094f00d10a7971788bfa 2006-12-28T21:14:22Z 2006-12-28T21:14:22Z aspiring sentient alchemist http://love-intelligence.vox.com/?_c=feed-atom

Resting

the moment often arises in the midst of the fog where you find you've been drawn to a glimmering shimmering golden light it beckons you closer, and though you can't feel it's warmth...you sense it the memory of what it feels like is what keeps yo...

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